its a highschool life

there was this story i heard from an old man. I dont really know if he's refering this story to him or just a story he heard from someone. this is what i sort of remembered:

There was this boy who is the... lets just say the dorkiest and unpopular boy in a competitive school. He was the boy who gets bullied all the time.In lunch He would usually eat beside a dumpster or in a comfort room or mostly he doesnt eat at all. His afternoons was always running and hiding. One day he stopped at a bench in a park an screamed, that he wanted to give up. when you think its not gonna get worst. it did. It suddenly rained hard. But the boy didnt moved at all he just stayed there, thinking that if he could get lucky he could get hit by a lightning. But his eyes got caught into something in the bench. A picture. A picture of a girl. He guessed thet the girl was just about his age. He kept it, and when times gets hard he would look at it and suddenly all hardships vanishes.

As time went by that little boy got married. But still he kept that picture of a little girl he found on the bench. From time to time he would look at it, and wonder what had become of this little girl. He knew right from the beginning that he fell inlove of this girl. He considered her as his first love. One day his wife was cleaning their room, she accidentally found the picture and looked at it for a moment. She lft the room and directly went to her husband and asked, "where did you get this picture?" The man was stunned that he found the picture and answered truthfully, i found it on a bench when i was a little boy and i fell in love with her and i kept that picture ever since. Why do you ask? His wife smiled and said, "funny how fate does its work huh." The man was puzzled of his wife's answer. The wife again spoke, " my darling love, i lost a picture like this when i was just 11 years old."

Its really hard which to believe, whether if there really is a destiny or not. some say that destiny is just a reason for us to wait and see what randomize things happens next instead of making it happen in your own way. i dont know im still looking for an answer. do you have any...?

My friend and i love to tell loads of stories, especially stories like nasa huli ang pagsisisi(in the end theres regret). These are some of the few:

Thats all i can remember for now... but theres a lot more.
till next time bloggers....

In every class there is always an over-achiever biyoch... Im not saying that she's a smart girl, she copy every answer a real smart girl have...We call her by the name KABMONGKEN... Lets just put it that everyone hates her. 'Cause she talks about almost everyone [behind there back] in our class... Plus she answers all the questions and well... other students dont have anything to answer anymore.

Now we already have a headquarters for ourselves to enable ourselves to talk about her privately. she sometimes gets embarassed that she didnt even know, like one time, no one was talking to her she sat at a stool in front of me. >She didnt know that i was watching her. She took her cellphone and went into the tones settings and entered the tone for her ringing tone. And when the tone play... She push the enter button and she pretended that someone is calling. She said "hello" and went outside the classroom pretending she is talking to someone. What a KUKU!!!

i told my Buddies about this and we all laugh until last period...
what has gotten in to that girls mind... she maybe likes to be the center of attention....

until next time........

At 14 i want to figure out everything about life. I want to know the barriers of this phantasmal opposit. At this age every teenager is always asking questions, so curious about everything. I always ask, and sometimes theyre happy to answer me, but unfortunately others just get annoyed. Some of my questions is that why cant i find my soulmate or the one perfect for me? Why cant any one find them in just a snap of a finger? 'cause if they did found "the one" in just a snap, i know everyone would be happy and stop being depressed or sad most of the time.

I sometimes imagine myself in a place where time is of no importance or should i say timeless skies. In that place is a person so wise and a very good company telling me stories about people that gone through with there life successfully and concured every obstacle there is. Sometimes that person tells me other stories about people that gotten devoured by theyre own hunger.what im trying to say is that i want to be in a place where theres no barriers, no thingking of money, no avarice.A place of direct answer, no questions needed about life, love, reality, future or anything that used to be significant to you because its all you have to be successful.

I dont want to live in a world where mostly men have a hunger to devour the earth, they have the kind of fustration that wants to discover everything to know everyone in the world and to read every book. But unfotunately could not achieve this impossible ambition, because it is impossible...
Im not the kind of person to know everything just the common questions of teenagers, because we teens never comes to know it as it is. And were to afraid to face it unprepared because of the infinite sorrow and regret we may have and lament forever we may take.

Im really afraid of my future. thats why i imagined a phantasmal place where anguish doesnt exist. A place wher we make mistakes we can easily restore it. And never look back upon all the hurts and problems we had faced, and finally as i enter this place i can finally face what my life must come to... But impossible as i think its still something we all deserve...